Well i feel like shit.. i was so sick i didn't go to school today.. i have to be at my grandmas in a little while.. she is throwing a birthday party for me.. my dad actually remembered my birthday.. he called to tell my mom that he didn't forget the card would be a little late though.. i was shocked.. he wants to know one big thing I want for ( Read more... )

My baby is absolutely amazing! She surprised me yesterday. She had candles lit on the table and roses and all these little presents. It was adorable. She got me pink roses with pretty glitter and whtie roses and purple carnations. I love funshine bear so she got me him and he hugs and kisses and says cute things. She got me a pooh pen and pooh ( Read more... )

Sometimes everything is just a little to complex to even contemplate. That's about how things are now. I kind of want to just ignore everything except for my Onabear of course. Things are just way too overwhelming. Well honestly there isn't much else I can say that I either haven't already said or something. So i'm out.

-Ashybear-

I LOVE YOU

My life has been 24 hour chaos lately. Well not completely 24 hours. It's been okay everytime i've been in my baby's arms. Other than that i've had so much shit. My mom. Just family in general. School. Kelly. Tyler. Homework. I have no calm time anymore. I get no time to just chill and be completely comfortable. The only person I am completely ( Read more... )

Well, life is okay. School is good. Went in late today because i've been having nonstop migraines. It was really bad this morning. But, mommy took me in school late so that we could take some more time to get rid of it. It helped a lot. But, it didn't get rid of it completely. It's been about three days of consecutive migraines ( Read more... )

Well not a lot going on. I didn't have long to update yesterday so I didn't say much. I figured I might as well update some more today ( Read more... )

Well, its been practically forever since I updated last, so I figured why not. I've got a few minutes. Things are okay with Ona. I love her dearly. Tuesday was 9 months. Woo hoo! So, that aspect of my life is as close to perfection as it can get for now ( Read more... )

Life is nothing short of crazy, as usual. I would give the world to just run away from it a lot of the time. But, what ya gonna do? School is ten days into the year now and i am entirely unamused with it but i am quite pleased with myself. I've made it to school on time for ten consecutive full days. That is something I haven't done in a long time ( Read more... )

Here it is 5 in the morning and I haven't slept a wink. I'm going to be a miserable cunt today. Nice way to start the school year, don't you think? Needless to say with it being the first day of school the anxiety is kicking my ass. It wouldn't let me sleep nor calm down. Between my nerves and what has been going on with my mother lately I'm going ( Read more... )