I keep hearing, "Smile and be happy." If I was happy and smiling I wouldn’t be crying every fucking night and depressed now would I? NO, I WOULD BE HAPPY AND SMILING!!! Fuck I am done, I’m out, I dono where I’m going, but I’m gone! I can’t grasp where/what this feeling is, but it has consumed me, I can't hadel feeling this way, and I just don’t
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