[.... provoked by Vanessa's "shits and giggles ( Read more... )

I can't deal with the fact that his priorities are different from mine. From the very first moment, i made a deal with myself. Don't expect too much, cuz then you won't get hurt. It sucks how the heart gets in the way of that. It sucks that we are not on the same level. It sucks that I think I'm putting way more work into it than he is. It sucks ( Read more... )

My manager got fired yesterday and she had no idea it was coming. I thought they would at least give her a warning, but nope. out of the blue, she's told to leave.

unbelievable

it's amazing how cliquey a small company can be. it's like being in high school all over again. except you get paid.

i'm taking it as a lesson learned ( Read more... )

i wrote something last night that i changed to friends only. why? because i wrote it out of anger and frustration and i decided it would be best if certain people didn't see it ( Read more... )

you know how you look for things, knowing that what you find may hurt you, but you still want to know. you still need to know. well i do that. it's a dumb thing to do, but i do it anyways, because i somehow feel that what i find may help me in answering my questions. in the end what happens is i begin to question even more ( Read more... )

so kash was here this entire week. i feel bad that he had to spend his spring break in marlborough, ma, with me at work during the week. but for me, it was worth it. i had fun.... it's great living with him. we seem to pull it off pretty well. shivi came here for the weekend, and we did a little shopping, a lot of eating and some movie watching and ( Read more... )

i hate myself so much right now.
i hate the way things are going.
last night was terrible and i just know it might not get any better.
i strive for perfection, with regards to everything
but maybe i go a little too far
but sometimes i want to hear that it's not just me
i want to hear that its not just my fault all the time ( Read more... )

does aphrodisiac tea actually work?
i'm assuming you have to drink alot of it for it have some affect.

i'm at work and i'm drinking my 2nd cup now...just cuz i like the smell

=P

( ...because I'm bored.... )