Pam a lot of the times when I would just leave is when I would just be heading over to Josh and Jesse's. We always just kind of hang out there, and don't do any one thing in particular, which you didn't seem to like/or have fun when you have come. Of course you are always welcome - so please don't feel like you aren't. With such a large group you have to do a lot of the calling and just come along. I think it is easy for people to feel distant in the group, just because it is so large and it is hard to always call everyone. However, everyone likes each other, and I personally think it is fun when a lot of us (larger group) get to hang out - so please come!
I hope that you are feeling better. :0) I wish I could have seen you yelling at the nurses xoxo
"it is hard to always call everyone" well I just feel like since nobody ever calls there is no want for me to be there and so i shouldn't come. I mean its just stuff like the other day people went out to eat and a different day went to see a movie, and of course SOMEONE had to call SOMEONE etc... in order to get a small group of people together and I just feel like since I never get called (besides elyse thank u :) ) I really just dont feel like I'm wanted in the group or to belong. :-\ I have low self esteem to start with and stuff like this just I dont want to fight to hang out with people if I'm not wanted. I know people are nice and if I call they're not gonna say no but if they don't really care to have me there in the first place...yea
I hope you feel better soon w/your throat and you are able to save up money during school. That's cool you're taking German! I'm sorry you feel that way w/everyone or the "group" rather. If you'd like to hang out you should give some ppl a call, we never know when you are busy and it seems like you are busy doing other things a lot. I enjoy you company and I know other ppl do too when you have a good time w/us. It seems though like many times you are bored w/what we are doing...I know sometimes we don't really do a lot just chill and stuff. ...I dunno, just trying to help
I probably seem bored b/c I just feel held back cuz I don't feel like people really care if I'm there. Now I'm back at school, but I'll be home at least a couple times during the week because of the chiropracter so maybe I'll try callin... I dunno just feel like I'm not wanted so why impose by callin people.
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I hope that you are feeling better. :0) I wish I could have seen you yelling at the nurses xoxo
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