Wow, people can try to convince themselves all they want, but when it comes down to it, there are a lot of people that have betrayed me in one way or another. I am so glad that I'm nowhere near Adrian and that I can leave that part of my life very far behind ( Read more... )

I'm still never going to get over how people can be so evil towards other people. Karma is such a bitch and one day it will all come falling down around you if you continuously betray other people. I guess some people are just so insensitive of other people's feelings and only care about themselves ( Read more... )

I am SO TIRED right now, why am I not sleeping yet ( Read more... )

Let's see...I am soooo tired it's crazy. I think I might have gotten about an hour of sleep last night ( Read more... )

The stories, the betrayals, the truths, the lies...all of the puzzles of the story that I didn't know...since I know so many people, it's all starting to make more sense now...

Well, I finally have the day off today to relax and collect my thoughts and sanity ( Read more... )

Well I finally did it peeps. I finally caved in and got help. After all of the times I've been down and out and blah blah, I felt crappy. However, this time, it's like there's more added on to it anyway. Obviously this whole Adam ordeal is the primary source of it all which pisses me off that someone could make me go into treatment and then ( Read more... )

I don't want to feel like this. All I do is lay in bed and just lay there and try to fall asleep because it helps me forget. I don't think certain people realize exactly what they have done to me. I honestly think they think it's funny and are satisfied ( Read more... )

So yea, I would say I feel pretty betrayed and humiliated...especially in front of my family who bought him Christmas gifts ( Read more... )

Well Adam finally told me that he's been "seeing" another person...who's on my friends list on livejournal...her name is Dyan. They used to date in high school and well, even though Dyan reads my livejournal and sees how completely in love with him I am and what we have been doing for the past 2 months...yea they have been seeing each other. He ( Read more... )