courtesy of bobert
Guidelines
-Write something about 15 different people.
- Don't say who they are.
- If someone asks you which one is about them, don't tell.
1. I find it really hard to be your friend. I love you, but I hate feeling helpless. That's how you make me feel when I can't make you happy. Maybe it's my fault that I consider that my duty, but I don't know how else to be a friend.
2. You, my friend, are an odd creature. Sometimes I think that you care about me a lot, then other times I get the impression you want to hurt me. I miss how close we used to be, but I think we're both doing fine the way we are now.
3. I know I don't let you know how much I appreciate you, but that's just because I suck at expressing myself. Sometimes I may get annoyed because you are either absent minded or self-absorbed, but you always make up for it by showing you care about me.
4. Sometimes I love to talk for hours with you, sometimes I need time away from you. You can be very set in your ways, but in the end I think that's what makes you such a great Christian and friend. I just hope that it doesn't lead to any drama between us.
5. You mean a lot to me, even if I sometimes don't show you that you're a high priority in my life. I guess you're another friend that I'm afraid to let down, because I never know how to make you happy. It scares me that I can't do anything for you, and it scares me that I have just made things worse in the past.
6. You get on my nerves more than any other friend I have. It just seems like you always say what's on your mind, no matter how rude or hurtful or unnecessary it is. Yet, sometimes I really enjoy your company and advice, so I could never want to end our friendship. Such drama.
7. I am learning to appreciate the things that used to bug me about you. I realize that your personality, however frustrating at times, is who you are and what makes me love you. Sometimes I doubt your humility, but maybe it's because I'm a little jealous of you. I'm afraid you will be taken off guard when you step out on your own, but I think I'm a little more afraid that you will handle it brilliantly, and make me feel like an idiot for doubting you.
8. I'm really afraid for you. I know you think that you are doing what's best for you right now, but I think it might end up backfiring. I guess I would be a hypocrite if I told you to change your feelings, but I wish you would at least be a little more considerate of others and the future.
9. You are really...unique. I have yet to decide if I think it is brilliant or arrogant. For the most part, I have only seen you act selfishly, but I don't know you well enough to judge. I wish I could be more open to your friendship, but frankly I don't care enough to try.
10. I know more about you than you think. It breaks my heart that you've gone down this path, but there's nothing I can do without you thinking I hate you. I love you, and wish things were like they used to be. I wish you would confide in me about this, but at the same time, I'm glad you don't know I know because it's easier to not talk about it.
11. I think I love you more than anyone else reading these stupid things. I wish I could take care of you, because you deserve that much. I'm crying right now just thinking about how unfair life is for you. And it sickens me how selfish the rest of these people are who don't know the half of what life is like outside their little Christian bubbles of happiness. And it sickens me that I think I can compare.
12. I love you to death. Sometimes you don't know when to not talk about people. I'm sorry if I make you feel bad about yourself, because your friendship really does mean a lot to me. I know everyone agrees that your smile in contageous.
13. I don't know you well enough to say anything too deep, only that I think you're quite a complex person. Sometimes you can be really insulting, but other times I think you just have a very subtle and confusing sense of humor. I hope you're doing the right thing with your life, cause sometimes I doubt the seriousness of your decisions.
14. I have always thought you were selfish and immature. But now I realize that...well, you're selfish and misled. I hope the maturity factor will kick in soon and cancel out the selfishness. However, at the rate you're going, with your head constantly in the clouds, I assume you'll just continue setting yourself up for failure. Regardless, I think you have potential to do something brilliant and effective, just don't know if you'll ever reach it.
15. Last, but certainly not least, you are quite the character. You can be a little overdramatic, but never less than entertaining. You always know just what to say to cheer me up, even if I don't believe you. I wish you didn't have such a problem with letting go, cause you would be a lot happier with your life if you learned to be independent of others. I know eventually you will realize that, and maybe then God will give you what you keep looking for.