dude im scared shitless right now.....

something just like crashed down and im in my moms room with the patio door open and my bedroom window open......

someones in my house....omfg

im gonna go nd call my mom...

so today is trevors birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ( Read more... )

watching half time show with me mum and sis ( Read more... )

well im at debbies house...getting dropped off soon ( Read more... )

watching half time show with me mum and sis....
have a drs apt tommorow morn..fun...
he has made me realize two things...
1 im afraid of intamacy...
2 i cant trust anyone with my heart
im going to go and pretend to be happy for a while ....
hopefully winston will call....before i SCREAM!

so last night after posting and being driven over the edge i called winston....he makes me feel so much better about everything and he can take my mind off of anything....if we werent best friends i could fall in love with him ( Read more... )

seriously what have i done? have i wasted a friendship on a whim? i dont know anymore.....i need winston because i sream from my insanity and i just need *him* to talk to me even just a hi would make me feel ok again....just a hi ( Read more... )

so just to let u all know i didnt want this new layout because i wasnt tired of my icon but the pic i had in the background had been made a private pic by the person i got it from on photobucket so it like looked retarded. so this is the new one and i know im actually going to have a layout that doesnt completely match. oh well ( Read more... )

yupp didnt hear back from ashleigh and im going to assume by the way her daddy was bitching about wanting to take her out that she isnt going to be sleeping over my house today ( Read more... )

i just picked a huuuuuge booger out of my nose and i had nowhere to put it so i stuck it on a piece of paper....hope no one needed it ( Read more... )