again.

now i'm wondering...

i can't seem to drink/smoke/sleep/work him off my mind...i've tried time and time again and i just can't.

FUCKING PATHETIC.

i really really really hate this.

fuck it. i can do this damnit.

...or at least close ( Read more... )

i thought best friends were supposed to tell each other everything.

=/

i don't know whats wrong with me.

GOOD ( Read more... )

soo ummm this thing with brian makes me laugh...yea. just hope he's not serious...

vanessa and i are way cool. going to the mall, buying $7 amazing purses, seeing chicken little 3D w/the fabulous big glasses, eating icecream, getting pics in the booth thingy w/our glasses, then taking forver to find her car. i <3 herrrr ( Read more... )

i really miss you lakers.

especially the cool ones i saw tonight.

dance, buy phone (hopefully), football game, work, bonfire possibly!

yay.

i wanna do something sundayyyyyy.

i can tell by the look in your eyes ( Read more... )

home sick for 2 days ( Read more... )

FUCK IT.

omg i can't fucking do this anymore.
i really fucking can't.

emailed him. apologized for being so damn fucked up since the break up ( Read more... )