Have you ever liked someone so much, and then have then just ignor you? It sucks so bad. Was it a mistake for me to tell him what I feel? He is acting like we can't even be friends... it makes me really sad :( I just want to be able to talk to him about anything like I did before... It just needs to get better.

OMG ok 5 hours of sleep was NOT enough!! I am so effing tired right now! And the fact that Chris totally ignored me today doesn't make me feel any better :( Yea, but last night was wicked fun. And this morning was fun too. Allegra- Ben is cool. I like him! Haha. And I'm glad that he liked us... even if it was only because we made fun of you haha ( Read more... )

Surgery again! It sucked... it kinda hurts, but not as much as the first time (thank God!). Yea, so Jingle Ball was effing awesome! I got SOOOO many pictures (http://community.webshots.com/user/aex106). We had wicked good seats too! AND I got to meet Gavin Degraw and give him ( Read more... )

It was snowing this morning! haha! I want it to snow more so there will be a snow day tomorrow, but I don't think that is going to happen. Ok, so yea I am in so much pain with my knee right now. I got to go home early from work yesterday (well like 15min but still...) because it hurt. I wish I was having the surgery like sooner than I am because it ( Read more... )

It was a pretty good day, for once! Haha! My mom left for Utah today, she is gone untill Sunday but my stupid step-father is still here... grrrr! haha. So yea school was kinda boring... we watched the BG Championship football game in Spanish. It was actually a fun class haha. It was a good way to end the day. After school I went to Starbucks as ( Read more... )

ok my knee is KILLING me! i swear i could just cut it off and it would be better than dealing with it. this sucks so bad too! i need to dance and if my knee is like silly putty then i cant dance! uggh!!!!!!!!! oh and now i find out that we are doing 'peter pan' for the recital and there are going to be solos... i really want to try out for one, but ( Read more... )

Well I guess I know who my real friends are... Apparently Lindsay (who I have known since 3rd grade) is having a birthday party tonight and didn't invite me. But she invited Morgan who she said she doesn't really like all that much. WTF?! I can't believe it! Whatever. So yea, today pretty much sucked I don't want to talk about it.

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Ok, Winter Stroll wasn't so good for me. Lindsay bailed on me last minuite because it was snowing out... whatever. Chris didn't call me! Whatever. And now I am sicker than before :( Err! I feel like crap too! This sucks! haha!

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Woohoo! I got a new cell phone :D I am wicked excited! It has a camera in it and everything! haha!! Ok, so deff. blew my chance of hanging out with Chris today :( He imed me and was like, "im going to the mall"... I think that was his way of saying 'do you wanna come too?' but I told him I was at my dad's house and not in Nashua :( Im really sad! ( Read more... )

OMG I am SO full right now! haha! There was SO much food at my aunt's house! It was a fun day. The snow kinda sucked because it was so cold out and I am not ready for the cold! Haha! My dad and I went to my Grampy's grave to put a little Christmas thingy there and just to see him... I was wicked sad because I am just not over it, I don't think I ( Read more... )