So.... I'm still not sure what's going on with kylee and I, I guess we're taking a break, which means.....? friends with benefits...? What? I'm so flustered right now. Should I have made the choice that I did? I feel used, like a tool.

I'm having a breakdown. I miss my Grampa, and I hope for nothing more then your happiness and approval. And I really hope that you're proud of me, because I don't do anything without thinking of what you'd say to me about it first. I love you, and I miss you sooooo much ( Read more... )

YOUR REPORT CARD:
CategoryGrade
LoveA+
Friends and FamilyB
BodyC
MindD
Finance / CareerB
Your Life's Average Grade: B
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Oh my God. Why are these girls all after ME? What the hell could they see in me? Anyway, I really wish that this hadn't happened. Stupid girls. I HATE GIRLS! Not really, but why does there have to be so many? Ricky Hooper in... THE LIFE OF A SOAP OPERA STAR. OMG!!!!! XD I really Never thought that I'd have to, or be able to, make a decision like ( Read more... )

If you're reading this tonight, give me a call, i could really use it, just to talk to you, maybe hang out. Im so stressed out. I found out today that meghan's cheated on me many more times than i originally thought. I just want to give up, on everything, but i can't, because tomorrow's another day, another chance. But goddammit, I'm tired of ( Read more... )

People don't change, no matter how much you think that they might. don't hold your breath, you'll suffocate. Any of you that have someone that you love dearly, keep tham as close as possible, don't let them go. Love them to your best ability. If it's enough, you'll know. if not, then again, you'll know. Love is an odd thing. It binds and seperates ( Read more... )

Is it not said that trust is the most important thing in a relationship? If it is, then I'm lost. How can you have a relationship with someone that you can't trust? I ask myself this question every day.

On a lighter note, anybody wanna do me?

I never thought that it would happen to me. But it did. Meghan cheated on me. And not just with one person either, she had a threesome. I feel like shit, and I don't know what to do. Can someone PLEASE make the hurt go away??

So yes, yet again, Meghan broke up with me, and the wierd part about it is, that wasn't what hurt the most, what hurt the most was that I trusted her, and she threw it in my face like I was garbage. Whatever, I'm tired of being mopey and whiney. This is it, I am done. I'm done with her, I'm done with our relationship. You're an immature, self- ( Read more... )

So, I blew off a meeting lastight to stay with my friends and get loaded. Does that make me a bad person. I kind of regret not going though. I really didin't have that great of a time either. I didn't get sick though, no hang over either. Well, Meghan's sick though, so I must go and trake care of her. I love you guys.