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[lilqt19]

omg i hate you all, i have no one anymore. i m not friends with amanda (or so it seems like it) maria or anyone. i hate this. like sumtimes i just think about ending it, but then it think about wat in life i will miss like being a doctor or sumthing. if it takes to not haveing any friends i wont bother

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[phased_stages]

SAM!!!!!!!

<33333

*super long hug*

[pallasworker14]

Sam,
you have to know, that you have friends. I don't know what has gone into you lately, but I wish you would tell me instead of screwing with my mind all the time.
please understand that everyone also goes through a hard time in life, and sometimes everyone just can't help. Anyway, why do you talk behind my back in this thing? You've said so much shit about me in here, it's amazing that I still like you as my friend, because this stuff hurts. :( !!
You need to say things to me, not in yuor journal, and please don't take this the wrong way, I'm just trying to help you.

[lilqt19]

okay first of all if i told you all that stuff you wouldnt b my friend today and second i am sorry. i really thought you had a problem with me so i said it openly on lj. i dont want to lose u as a friend and i no you will say i wont, but i think you will sumday (action now:crying) the only way i can feel good about myself is to hang out with all my old friends like you, amanda, brittany, theresa, and chris, and pretty much my old group of friends that i would go every where with. okay yes everyone does go thru a hard time in life, but you no they will never experience the stuff that i went throuh. i love you maria and i really dont want to lose you as a friend...oh yea just to let you no who i like....you have to call me oh and check your messages on your phone. please dont b mad at me..i cant lose my only good friend that actually talks to me.

<3 sam

[pallasworker14]

aww..hun. I LOVE YOU!!!AND I ALWAYS WILL!!

Sammi,
I never dump my friends like a sac of potatoes. I love everyone. I just sometimes have a hard time too with everything, and I jsut feel like I wanna be alone.So sorry if I was pushing you away I really didn't mean too. It's just the way I am, but I never mean anything by it.
<3 maria