i envy the public schoolers o so very much. i had to get up at f-ing 5:30 this morning. seriously, as i said in algebra, I QUIT! hehe! i really dont have much to say in here, not that i feel other ppl should read at least ( Read more... )

i got drunk tonite at scott's house. me amy and kayla all hung out with scott toke pat and bybee. ive missed it so much...being drunk that is. i wish that i could just die tho. seriously, life sux. i hate everything about it. i miss dave so much and things tonite just didnt go how i thought they would. i dont wanna do anything tomorrow. i just ( Read more... )

hmmm wow ive had an eventful nite. im over at my friend amy's house. we went to the LL game tonite and it was cold as hell but it was fun. ive had a lot of good talks with ppl tonite. ive really realized that i have a lot of ppl that care about me but it always seems like the one person i want most just cant see it working out ( Read more... )

welp, dave changed his email password and so i can no longer check it. kinda sux. im not really sure how he found out that i still checked it but he did and now i feel even more cut off from him than b4. now i have no clue wut's going on in his life ( Read more... )

i have had the more horrible stomach ache all day. idk wut is wrong with me! i never get stomach aches except sometimes. anyways... i had therapy yesterday and the lady succeeded in making me think about dave. i keep forgetting and then being reminded. i honestly dont understand wut the hell my problem is that i cant move on. i always think about ( Read more... )

i have a lot that i could do this weekend but my mom is dumb and wont let me do anything that i wanna do. i hate her sumtimes so so much. it makes me so mad that i cant see my friends. tonite is ali and paige's bday party and i cant go. tomorrow i wanted to hang out with scott, toke and them and i cant b/c i got into trouble with them once. nick's ( Read more... )

dave called me last nite. it was the first time in 2 weeks that i talked to him. i wish that he never woulda called. i miss him more than ever now. this sux so much it's unbelievable how quickly my day went from great to horrible in like an hour. it started out that i was sad b/c he hadnt called. he didnt call until like 9 and usually if dave calls ( Read more... )

im excited for this weekend now b/c i get to see scott and toke and bybee! and im just excited b/c im 16 and i drove to school by myself today...wow, it was fun! hehe! i hope that driving is always this fun! hehe! im haveing a really good day. this week in general has been good ( Read more... )

wow, tomorrow's the big day! the big 1-6!!!! WHEW GO ME!!!! im going tomorrow morning to get my lisense and i absolutely cannot wait. my mommy's at the cell phone place rite now getting me a cell phone and im just super excited! i really think that my parents are gonna let me do stuff this weekend, my mom is being pretty cool these days. i got a ( Read more... )

wow, i had a really good weekend! on friday nite i went to a movie with kayla olson (from LL) and on saturday after going to voice lessons and then buying sum decorations for my car (yes MY CAR!!!! HEHE!!!!) my mom told me that she'd seen lisa and molly krokstrom at walgreens...im not expecting any of u to know them but yea, lisa is kasey ( Read more... )