So...he knows i know now. :/ Iunno he seemed a bit to emotionless. Makes me nervous. I guess he was always like that though...nothing i can do to prevent it. I gave up trying long ago ( Read more... )

well, I have to catch up on my homework.

Dye Kats hair.

Sex-toy party.^-^

Sister's wedding shower.

Going to see Silent hill!

And I'm suppose to try to find time to do something with Don for his birthday which was the 9th.

I slept last night...breathing thru my nose! omg I was so happy. Yay. I think I might be getting better.

I feel like I'm dying.

I'm getting so fucking irritated by everybody lately. Flat out told Phenn and Matt that i don't like them. Many times actually. So i can't play that off^^; I think my aim was to get them to stop talking to me but it didn't really work all that well._ ( Read more... )

woke up...ate fish...watched Sound of thunder...crazy friggen movie ( Read more... )

'm pretty much done with sex. I know I just bought that toy and stuff and I was so so excited to try it with people. But I don't want any more. I'm tired of it. It's scary, and to meaningful to do with anybody that's in my life anymore. I'm bored the casualness I suppose. This has been on my mind for the last to weeks. Maybe it's just a dry spell ( Read more... )

I decided to go out with a friend, we went to IHOP and there i was irriated the whole time by these childern next us in the smoking section even though they must have been way to young to smoke...and be there alone without an adult ( Read more... )

He aplogized.

Rawr. I'm so fucking pissed off it's not even funny. This weekend has bee nothing but plans and then people changing them on me ( Read more... )

So my family life is kinda f'ed up ( Read more... )