life has been kinda hard right now. my mom continues to pressure me about prom, and that i don't have a date. she asks me everyday, and for about the past week, i have cried my self to sleep, because her continual asking, is really stressing me out! i really don't care if i have a date or not, i just wanna go to prom and have fun, and not be ( Read more... )

i really do hate school, i've always hated mondays, just because it's the beginning of the week, and that means you still have 4 more days until the weekend. well, today really sucked. i realized that i have to do my entire delong paper all tonight, because i have like 50 gazillion things all to do tomorrow, and i'm gonna have no time to work on ( Read more... )

why is it that it husrts so much to admit the truth to someone. it hurt me so bad to tell someone how i really felt, and yet they acted as if they cared, and i really thought that they did, and now everything is back to exactly how it was before all this happened. i can't take it anymore. i hate it! i thought that by admitting how i was feeling it ( Read more... )

well, i've been on cloud 9 since new years eve, didn't get kissed, but damn i had a good time. i cannot sleep, or anything, all i do is think about that special someone!! i can't get him outta my head!! you know who you are.. and damn did i have fun. i couldn't sleep after you dropped me off new years eve.

wow, did i have fun. well my original plans fell through, but then i went with justin adn his family bowling. i had so much fun, i'm still thinking about it!! wow is all i have to say.

if there's one thing that i really hate, it's how i ended up with the genes of being short, adn gaining weight easily, adn my sis who eats everything in sight, doesn't gain a pound, she is soo skiny, adn pretty. and don't get me wrong, i am happy with myself, but i just hate how i really try to watch what i eat, adn yet i still end up gaining a ton ( Read more... )

well i know i haven't journaled in a while, i've worked a lot the past two days, not cool! but now i finally have some time to sit and write, in privacy, well kinda. Christmas is a really awesome time of year, i really do love it! it's just a time when friends and family get together and have a good time. when presents aren't how much they costed ( Read more... )

well, this is my first journal, so i really don't know what to say. other than i have a lot of stress adn sadness right now, the holidays, especially christmas are really hard times for me. i lost my grandma to cancer 3 years ago, adn christmas was the last holiday that i spent with her. so christmas is sometimes my fav holiday adn other times not ( Read more... )