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[lilrock]

In a strange way, I feel better and worse about opening up how I've been feeling. I feel relieved cause I think I'll be much more happier once I figure things out, but hurting at the same time cause my family is really upset that I've been upset and haven't told them a lot of things

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i know what you mean...

[gemmacina]

...about finding peace with God. I'm not hugely religious, but i've always felt that i had a close relationship with God. I was spritual. I've lost that side of me in the past 6 months or so and I miss it. It's hard to keep in touch with all that here. So...I just wanted to let you know that I understand where you are coming from with that.

[lilrock]

Have of why it's worth it I think is because anywhere I go, I'm paying for it. I wouldn't put my parents out like that cause I do love them and care for them, and I'm not going to damage them anymore than I have to at for the risk of finding me. I won't go anywhere without a plan, and I wouldn't stay the entire summer, or a month or anything. I'd stay for 2 or 3 weeks. And I know it's money, which is why I'm gonna work really hard to get somewhere.