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Jun 08, 2005 19:15

Wow it's been a while to say the least. A lot has happened, a lot will happen, and is it weird to say I'm scared ( Read more... )

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gemmacina June 8 2005, 17:35:21 UTC
hey girl...listen, don't give up on your dreams - ever. but do what you feel is best and right for you. if you still want to pursue theater at cnu - do it! last semester was kinda tough for me and i know how it feels. but don't let what you think the department thinks rule your decision, ok? make your decision on how you feel- b/c it takes time to learn and grow and as you said you haven't been able to contribute enough time to the department...so...please don't let that rule your decision. i guess you just have to decide where you heart is you know? anyways, i just wanted to give you some support in making a tough decision!!!!!

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lilrock June 9 2005, 21:31:26 UTC
it's really weird. It is something I want, but I have lost a lot of faith in myself, and I credit that to bad relationships I guess. I just want someone around who has incredible faith in me, that no matter what helps me see that I'll be great where ever I am. I hear it from my parents, but it isn't the same. I have lost my motivation, lost my drive. Half of why I have been sad for a while. And it's like I see myself in 10 years having what I need (family, money, husband) but still regretting trying. I just don't know, and it hurts cause I don't know how I am going to do this. I feel like I am dependable and can't do anything on my own anymore. I used to never need to hear compliments, never need to know what people thought about my music, all that mattered was what I thought. I had such a thick skin to it. I feel so utterly lost. I know business is where I should be, but I don't see myself in theater. And yet my heart lies in the music I've abandoned.

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