Ahhh so things are getting better. . . even though school is really picking up a lot. I just kinda feel blessed you know? Like I can't stop smiling sometimes, even though I've been having the worst kinda week. And it's about to get worse. Theater practice every night from 6-11 at night, practice every morning at 6 am. but it's like I'm reading ( Read more... )

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It's crazy how things with me and brandon are so great. I feel like there is so much more substance there compared with me and scott, it's completely different and I do love it. Brandon does tell me he is falling in love with me, and I am able to say it back to, but more so in a "I hope you know how crazy I am about you" I don't say love too ( Read more... )

Here are some things I was just writing today. I tried doing rich text but it won't work, so sorry this is so long ( Read more... )

Could it be that everything in my life is great? Well to be honest, there are some things that are down, but I feel so positive about things. Me and my family really couldn't be better. Me and brandon are getting a lot better *and there are some things I want to say regarding that, all happy things, but that's if you want to hear it sometime, so ( Read more... )

Lately I have just been feeling like things are too good, like something bad is going to happen soon, but I didn't know what. ever get that way? I guess it is the pessamist side to me. It's hard for me to accept good things, cause I'm always looking for a way out. But I don't want to do that. And fate proved me wrong today ( Read more... )

Damn, I have a lot to update. I keep having things to write, but I'm not in my room to write it or I don't have time, and it drives me crazy cause I think about it, and the more time goes by, I loose a lot of what I wanted to say ( Read more... )

Well last night was a great night, nothing spectacular happened persay, but I did have an amazingly awesome night ( Read more... )

I've lost my way ( Read more... )

Last night, I got to talk to my brother for like a half hour ( Read more... )