there was something so wrong about today.

top weight 125 ( Read more... )

fuck my stupid fucking family. seriously. fuuuuck ( Read more... )

Im always going to be judged or criticized, but at the end of the day im happy with who i am, my morals,and my choices.

Things are really difficult, im so confused with life in general. especially when there are two parts to you battling each other out, but its nice when the half you know and trust wins every now and then.

what do you do when you have nothing left to hold on too?

R.I.P
08.14.2004-11.02.2008

and for the rest of the month ( Read more... )

Im sorry LJ, I feel like I use you. I only come to you when I feel like I have no one else to go to. And now that im here i dont really know what to say. I have a plenty to talk about, i just dont think it would do any good, but the feelings are still there, im just good at hiding them.

it funny how dependent on electricity we are ( Read more... )

so i just spent a lot of time reading peoples old LJ posts...

so much has changed its stupid.

soooo. as many of you already know, vegas will not be happening this birthday weekend. so instead here is a tentative plan for this weekend because i dont plan on begin home at ALL ( Read more... )