wanna be gay then ok we will play like that... if i can't know whats up w/ u and you want to block me that cool too i'm going friends only now here starting tomarrow
go right ahead
anonymous
October 22 2003, 08:25:14 UTC
You know what i dont really care. By not talkin to you it is the only way to get along. I tried to get along with you and keep you u up to date about whats been goin on. I tried to be friends. you didnt see me insulting you everytime we talked, it wasnt my fault. You were the one insulting me everytime. You cant keep your mouth shut for us to get along, so yes I am gonna keep you blocked. I did nothing but try to get along, but you were so quick to shoot out insults and hurt my feelings that I dont want to talk to you anymore.
i just don't understand you?? why the hell are you apart of something that just sounds like all you guys do is beat up on people and drink and honestly your just not the person i thought.. see i thought you had a good head on your sholders and were able to act and think for your self but i was wrong. i hope your not wasting your rents money and that you don't have to come home your first year b/c i'm so scared that is what is going to happend to you
Im not apart of some beat people up organization. u miss interpreted, I said sometimes we have fights and I have to break them up, because we dont want that shit goin on. I said I got into alot, but thats just because I had to throw some moron out that was being rowdy and starting shit. I want to talk to u, but I just cant. Im not being imature, im protecting myself by blockin you. I wont think about you as much and wont have to feel like crap as often when I can pretend you dont exhist. I still love you, but I just cant know that u are on and right there knowing that I cant have you.
welli'm sorry that i misinterpeted it but thats all you were talking about is beating some1 up.. i'm sorry you can't talk to me and its to hard for you. but i do exsit i'm dieing anytime soon
I just dont know what to do, Im diein inside, everytime a certain song comes on, or everytime I see another couple all I think about is you. I just wish I could go back to the way things were, but I had to leave and I knew this would happaen. I hate myself for leaving. I would rather be with you and fight all the time again than not have you at all. Im sorry that I cant handle this, i wish I could, but I just gotta try and move on i guess and hope for the best and for now this seems like the only way.
i'm sorry you are hurting so much and i am too a lot more then i let on but don't blame your self for leaving of feel bad it was your time to go. and i'm sure we are fighting so much b/c of the strain on us but i can't help it. jsut some of the things you do upset me :( and i don't know what to say.........
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