...and I think I'd miss you even if we never met...
So last nite was much needed! I had a horrible day after getting home from Alicia's and I needed a nite out with the ladies! It was me Acon Titty & Bethany! Good times...We had some fun just the 4 of us amigos...We went out to T.G.I.Fridays to celebrate my birthday this upcoming week since most of work during the week I decided to celebrate it with them this weekend. Then we went to Target to buy some things and visit Alicia. We then had to go pick up Ryan Convery && bring him to Worcester. We couldn't find nething good to do so we decided to go bak to Titties! We played some yahteze & it was the longest game of my life...lol..Titty helped me cheat one time & the other time I helped myself! lmao..we drank a lil bit took some pictures and just had some fun! It was a girls nite mostly.
After the ride home chatting it up with an amazing person I have come to the conclusion that I HATE the fact how none of me & my friends hang out nemore...we dont even talk...when we were in school all together and drama would come up and wouldnt want to deal with it but we had to because we had to deal with eachother everyday. Then we all graduated and went our seperate ways...when drama comes up now we still dont want to deal with it so we push it aside, say fuck it and we dont have to deal with it nemore because we no longer go to school. We dont care as much nemore about seeing eachother because we dont have to . I miss the way everyone got along when we did and how much fun we all had together. For example the infamous TAG, That's Hot sticker tagging we did in Florida. Or just nething when were together...We always managed to make nething we did fun and unforgettable...I look at my sister Heather with all her friends now and I am so jealous because her friends and her are always together and they always have so much fun! I wish we still did that...But it's hard getting everyone together and even if we all got together and a couple people still didn't come we would still have fun. Not everyone's gonna be able to get together at the same time. And ya yanno I mean we all have our own seperate lives away from eachother and we all do get busy but there is still times when we arent doing nething and we still don't make it a point to see eachother! I work almost 40 hours a week. I get 2 days a week off from work so even on those 2 days I could be making an effort to see some if not all of you ladies. Honestly I use to try and make an effort to get together all the time and it never happened so after awhile I gave up. And we all always talk about how we're going to get together and we NEVER do! It's sad because we all use to be so close and even thou thea was drama we got over it and you ladies are some of the most amazing people I know. I mean ya we're all off doing something new rite now and we're going to meet new people at school or work but its not the same. They don't know you like we do! We've been there for eachother the past 4 straight years, even longer than that. We've seen eachother at their worst, and at their best. We've seen eachother cry, and bitch and we know that when someone is in a bad bitchy mood not to take it personal. We've shared laughs, hugs, kisses, cries and so much more! There is not one memory I have of high school that doesnt include you girls. It's sad and I just wish that when everyone was home that we could all get together without it being akward and without people talking shit about someone else or someone not wanting to come because someone else is there...We all cause some drama is some way or another...some more than others. And yanno I know things wont always be like this...maybe in time I wont even care nemore...Times change.People change.I just wish that as we were changing we still stuck together and made our friendships last. Because it is you 8 ladies that I am never going to forget. I will remember you forever. So to Amber, Kayle, Alicia, Titty, Jayde, Jess, Heather & Tegan - I love you . I miss you. And I will never forget you!
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