Comments | lilshell: It's been 2 long months since I took a good look in the mirror

lilshell

It's been 2 long months since I took a good look in the mirror

May 03, 2007 22:43

Why do I even bother trying when in the end I know it doesn't matter anyway? (tm: Just Missed the Train)One of the worst feelings is when you're spending time with someone but you know they're distracted and thinking of a bunch of other stuff they'd rather be doing or a bunch of other people they'd rather be spending their time with ( Read more... )

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swim5289 May 4 2007, 03:24:06 UTC

One of the worst feelings is when you're spending time with someone but you know they're distracted and thinking of a bunch of other stuff they'd rather be doing or a bunch of other people they'd rather be spending their time with.

you probably won't believe me, but i know exactly how you feel... that's definitely the worst. [like when you're hanging out with your best friend and she spends the entire time text messaging her boyfriend? ah.] but anyway-- sometimes people are weird and annoying, but you'll get through it (i promise).
keep your head up.. it doesn't always seem like it, but there are so many people who care about you (such as myself!)
i love ya! when do you come home? you should visit me at GL asap<3

swim5289 May 4 2007, 03:24:31 UTC

ps sorry if this makes not too much sense... it's late and i'm tired but i think you get my point :)

lilshell May 4 2007, 14:37:12 UTC

Aww Kelsey I totally got your point<3 Thanks girl!! I will be home a week from today actually :) So I think I could be making an appearance at GL some time the week of the 14th or so ;)

newsgirl May 4 2007, 13:24:57 UTC

Aww, Mich ... I know how you feel, and it can be indredibly frustrating and upsetting. It's hard to understand, because it's unfair ... and often times the people who are acting that way don't even realize what they're doing. But I promise, not everyone is like that -- you'll find amazing people at PSU, and you always have all of us :)

queenofall May 4 2007, 16:50:00 UTC

"but in the next instant it's like I was never even there, and I just silently watch those same scenes unfold with other people in them."

yes, i've been there. hell, I'm still there. it won't go away and i hate it. its why i want to go home so bad, so i don't have to see these people anymore.

lilshell May 4 2007, 21:24:00 UTC

Em, I haven't seen you in so long! :( Are you going to be home this summer??