school fuckin sucks....wait...no...its the people at the school that makes it suck.

[lilshmitty333]

soooo....today was my first day of school.

whoop-de-fuckin-doo.

in other words...its sucked fat monkey balls.

hardly anyone was friendly...at all. yea people said "hi" and smiled but only like a max of 4 people actually talked to me or asked me something and such. no i don't expect every1 to just drop their friends and be like "ohh heyyyy whats

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[robostaaaaa]

i'm sorry your first day was so shitty. not naming any names or anything--but the first couple weeks at country day were like some of the worst i've ever had. i called my friends from mira loma every night and finally after like 2 weeks i told them i had made a friend. it was sad.

i think that with transfer kids (i dunno if it was the case at country day but atleast when i've met new kids) it's kinda like...everyone thinks your really cool for being new or whatev but then they don't want to seem obsessive or "interested" because that would be uncool.

people will warm up to you. don't worry...just try and be very friendly and outgoing.

i miss you. school is going to be rather boring and lonely without you.
<3

[lilshmitty333]

thats not the way it is with the kids here. i was actually talking with this other new girl who used to live down here too and we agreed that normally at such a small school like this the kids owuld be happy to get a new kid. but no not these kids- and its not that i need to giveit time or w/e- they're just like that.

i wish i was back in cali- i wish i went to cd- i wish i had all my old friends.
i wish i had never moved.

i miss you too kayeff
schools not the same when you dont have ne friends. and youd epect these kids to be nice or friendly towards me cuz i've known them and they've known me since i was little. not-fucking-them.
i hate it
i dont like it here