*shruggs*

[lilshortcake]

so i'm just feeling so BLAH lately, and it could b because i'm not working and not doin a whole lot... or its the fact that i dont see my friends enough... or the anxiety of me moving away in like 2 months (there about)... so yea. whatever it is, its making me blah. i was in a bigger rut about 3 weeks back... that was a big episode too... and now i

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[qtbunnieboo]

believe it or not, i completly understand you a little bit. i moved back home from school for the summer a little less than a month ago, and i swear for like 2 weeks, blah was the perfect way to describe me. the whole no job thing is a big factor...i'm willing to take almost anything, but i'm not having any luck. i'm kinda glad that i'm taking a summer class, cuz @ least that gives me somehting to do, but even that is ending in a few weeks.

i feel like i just need a purpose or direction or something. it's kinda ironic how during the school year there were plently of times when i felt overwhelmed because i had too much to do between classes and working, and now, i feel useless because i have nothing to do. guess i like keeping busy? lol, who'da thunk it?

don't worry, you'll get outta your funk soon! for now, you can use this time to find little projects that you may have always wanted to do, but could never get around to. good luck!

thanxs

[lilshortcake]

glad to hear some ppl get me!! haha. although all my close friends totally understand my situation.. what makes mine craze-ier for me... is the fact of my bf. things are just .. blah right now. only way i can put it again!! haha. but i try to keep myself busy thats all i can. thanxs again!!