Sam Pavone I will miss you and Love you for the rest of my life....

tommarow is his wake...and I wont sleep at all tonight....I'm afraid...I can't stand to see someone I love so much like that...but I will get myself together...I know he would want it that way...

RIP Sam

<3suzy

Much of my new years eve was spent with my family...my whole family...my sister returned on Friday...which is the best way to end the year 2005..

This past yea I have lost so much...relationships...friendships...that happens alot as years go by...but here I am now...whole new relationship...new friendships (and old) and even more chapters of my ( Read more... )

Cute black boots & an MP3 player will make me happy....I got other stuff too but...thats the good stuff...more to come ( Read more... )

-I feel super sick!
-I got my ass served in Halo 2 by AJ (again) today
-AJ and I arent exchanging gifts until after christmas....He didnt tell me but I know its because he hasnt had time to shop yet...between seeing me ...sleeping and working...
*I got to see AJ today
*I finished all of my damn chem stuff...yay

Why do I feel this way? He's not like ( Read more... )

I want to tell him how I feel.....I love you is what I want to say...but somehow...I'm afraid to say that....afraid of another crash...straight into a brick wall...

~suzy

I dont mean to push my luck but...AJ and I got back together today! :)

he's hurting....I'm hurting...and I dont want to be going through this...I just hope he gets better

The one great guy i found....and he breaks up with me...no reason...he says...

One day could have made all the difference ( Read more... )

-My leg hurts like a bitch...I hit it on my desk..ouchies
*spent the night hanging out with aj and his friends...met his friends gf...she was awesome!
-someone was on my friends sn...or so I think...he was talking all this nonesense to me...w/e
*life keeps me smiling...<3

~suzy