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One more thing
I posted on Facebook about how it is hard for me to adequately describe the love for my friends. It is true. I wish that you could somehow share a feeling with someone, the way you feel it, not how they may interpret it. I can say that I feel that love throughout my body. It is like a wave of happiness and I just feel so grateful. If I lose ( Read more... ) -
"He says that behind my eyes I'm hiding."
I am really beat but I wanted to take a moment to write about tonight while it is still fresh in my mind. Tonight I went and saw a good friend in a play where he played the lead role. The play is running for a few weeks but I didn't realize that when I picked tonight that it would be as special as it was. I found out yesterday that he had just ( Read more... ) -
"My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth."
I am feeling like I should go on another trip again. Maybe just a weekend trip. This weekend is likely out seeing as I have things I need to do around the house and I need to get rested. Maybe avoiding responsibility and going somewhere would be more awesome. I mean who will get upset? Me? Nah. The beauty of being alone ( Read more... ) -
"I pull you close, so much to lose knowing that nothing lasts forever."
10 years ago today, I went out for pancakes with Jennifer and Conrad. I am sitting here reflecting on all of the things that have happened since then. Primarily the creation of Ben and Matthew. Growing up, I always thought it was weird that people would say that kids looked like their parents because I just couldn't see it. As a kind I think I ( Read more... ) -
"No sweeping exit or offstage lines could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind."
Driving home tonight I was thinking about the stat that only 3% of the population is Myers Briggs, ENTP. It seems that it explains alot. Not many people that are like me or have known people like me. This doesn't mean that there aren't many people who would be compatible with me, just that I am kind of like a unicorn. As Rick always said, "No ( Read more... ) -
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What a great day! A whole day of fun with friends and the Seahawks are going to the Super Bowl! I am just too spazzed out to write any more than that.
Oh fuck that. It was an epic weekend. I have a feeling this week is going to be great too. -
"I'm just like a clock when I tick and I tock."
What an unexpectedly fun day! After ripping my house apart trying to locate my favorite ring, I consoled myself with a plan as I usually do. I decided that I would find out what the return policy is at the jeweler where I bought my ring at is and if it is reasonable then I would just buy another ring since I was going to be near there today ( Read more... ) -
Well fuck...
I know it is stupid to get brokenhearted over a material thing but I can't help it. It seems I have lost my favorite ring. The diamond ring I bought myself when I got divorced because I missed wearing my wedding ring. It was kind of a re-commitment to myself and a way to tell me that it was ok to be alone and well...it was so fucking beautiful ( Read more... ) -
"Counting all different ideas drifting away. Past and present, they don't matter."
Another great day that had a hint of oddness to it. I can't really put my finger on what was odd about it though. Maybe that is on its way. Who knows ( Read more... ) -
"Right in the moment, this order's tall."
Today was a great day. In general I am feeling pretty great about things. Things I have been worrying about the most seem to be taking a turn in a positive direction. First off, I have been a bit worried about a relationship I have with a coworker. It seemed like no matter what I would do or say, he would blow up at me in some way. Hard for me ( Read more... )