i might actually regret this later. i never regret stuff. but does that mean i stop before it starts, or just keep going because it's what i want and the word 'might' means that everything might be ok? pretty much something i have to handle myself, this is just putting it in writing so that i know that it's there and i can't not-deal with it ( Read more... )

infact, they're pretty nice. my show opened last night. it was fantastic. we've been putting out some shit lately and i was truly frightfully terrified. but then it just all clicked together. it was so emotional to see this monster that we've been trying to get off the ground finally get off it's ass and not suck. the next to last song is basically ( Read more... )

so, it's time for a quick Spring Break post because i haven't had time to do one yet. basically, it was great. i had to spend a few days at home, and that was fine. i met my mother's new husband(long story... basically she got married in february after knowing him for seven days but didn't tell me until almost march) and it was awkward and i don't ( Read more... )

not a very impressive number, yet. but unless i go to sleep before 8 this morning, i shall not get another chance until... 33 hours at the earliest. but a more realistic time frame will be 40. still not all that interesting, i know that people have beat me at sleep deprivation. but i rarely go to bed past midnight. 1 at the absolute latest. so, in ( Read more... )

so, i pulled as close to an all night as i am used to last night. 4AM. that's pretty measley, i know, but truly the best i could do. my teachers' favorite day of the year is February 13th, because they all put tests on that day. i'm talking to yabe-sensei, to hopefully move it ( Read more... )

so one of the things plaguing me earlier no longer exists: no sorority business for me. i'm sad, but ok. this means that all the other things i wanted to do this semester will be able to be done without as much crying from frustration than if i had gotten a bid ( Read more... )

so, this week has been rediculous. this is what has been stressing me out lately, because maybe putting it in a list will somehow comfort me:

• i've written my first paper for the psychobitch that fails you automatically after two grammar/format/typo/idiot errors. i've also read an assload of plays for this class, that i might not pick something ( Read more... )

the number one thing that texas has over louisiana. perhaps the only thing, because the roads here suck. Magic Time Machine Restaurant. you walk inside and think you're in a pretty normal place. then Forrest Gump goes running past you as you go to your seat, carrying someone purse. then you look around and see Rainbow Bright, that dude from Top Gun ( Read more... )

i just felt like talking about what's been going on lately. class started last wednesday, and so far it's a success. i'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop, and since i haven't written a paper for play structure yet, and japanese hasn't even started, that shoe could be just over the horizon. wow, mixed metaphors ( Read more... )

so, i just got back to Trinity today. jason left sometime after me, and for a small bit i think i was ahead of him, but then he got ahead of me and won the unspoken race to san antonio, but i got to campus first because he stopped for gas and traffic suddenly exploded. i saw it happen as i stood outside my dorm because of the fire alarm, hwy281 was ( Read more... )