i hate dreams, they dont help your life out for shit... especially lasts nights, i dont remember it in detail but i remember what was going on in it... =( i should have tried to wake up, but i didnt.... so now im mad at myself.....

dreading homecoming, sorry alex but i am..... =(

my decision is to stay busy.... i think im gonna go to the haunted house tomorrow night, bc one i said i would go, two i dont have a costume, three i think ill just feel weird.... =/ well tonights game was okay, i thought it would be ewwy, well we lost that was bad but mary was hyper off of a starbucks shot and she was just funny to watch. then ( Read more... )

well i get to work manana night. got the night shifts sucka! after work i can either go to the jamba thingy and go to thousands oaks to the haunted house, OR go to monica and kirstens costume party.. (but it will be a party party) i would do both but i wanna take advantage of my sleeping time since i havent had any.... party, haunted house, party, ( Read more... )

not letting ppl know anything... i lie when ppl ask what is wrong with me ( Read more... )

well i have recently learned when im mad or anything i take it out on running. well if it wasnt raining righ now i would go running...

AWWWW IM SCARED!!!!

well had a good weekend i guess. work was good. got a dress for hc. got some new shirts and shoes... and yeah lack of sleep. i got some last night, but my freaking sister called and woke me up! brat, she couldnt go to her college classes today bc she forgot her parking permit in her car, its in the shop, and she has mine. my goals today: eat, ( Read more... )

okay... i TRY not to care... but i do. ill be over it tomorrow. and the break will still be going. im already tired of it. i didnt last long. but damn i have to just keep it up... im getting frustrated with something. i mean it isnt much to ask, but i guess its the hardest thing a person can do. i thought the hardest thing was trying to not be with ( Read more... )

well it is a sucky week this week..... like everyday i get something new stooped on to me.... and its now starting to get to me... im starting to have dreams... =(

i took a princess quiz... and i got cinderella...