out of the seven things i said i would accomplish today, i did one. i went to the gym. whoopie. im so mad at myself right now. i'm going to have a busy busy weekend, and all i want to do is sleep ( Read more... )

going to sleep. today was eh. i was slightly moody. i love how i smoked after swearing it off about, hm, two days ago? i know i cheered emily up, and as long as i made someone happy i guess my day was successful.

<3

Tomorrow: car wash? spray paint furniture?

is the worst place ever. it's like i'm being punished for something by having to wake up at 6:20am and sit in a building all day. i can't wait for it to be over.

one more month left of high school. i'm pretty excited, i must say. it's wierd, high school really just flew by! I'm so happy for it to be done though ( Read more... )

in a matter of DAYS, i have become food obsessed. counting calories. no fat. no carbs. and i have to always burn it off at the gym.

mm yeah. well i always loved working out?? lol.

yeah thats right we're friends what?! so if you're not my friend and you feel like honoring me by reading this, please note that anything i have said over 3 months ago is null and VOID when it comes to not liking someone. Because i like everyone <33 so read on!

Yeah I'll probably write more later.

Yeah. I'm in school. It's lunchtime. I'm in the library with Kristy. We only have like 3 minutes left. Boo that. I'm wearing my new jeans. AHH bell.

I hate it. The dumb bitch cut my bangs too short and did the most ridiculous looking layers EVER. I don't know what I'm going to do about it ( Read more... )

Yes, I have hot pink nails ( Read more... )

I joined the Y so i can work out. Finally. and I don't see any progress. Maybe cuz I've only gone every other day since tuesday, but still, don't you think I'd feel SLIGHTLY better about myself by now? I think with every passing day i feel WORSE about myself and it's disgusting. Right now it's to the point where I refuse to go out tonight. Or any ( Read more... )