i havent really been up to much ( Read more... )

so yeah ( Read more... )

last night sucked my mom got madat me so i got mad at her and thats really not good causei was mad and then i was talking to ryan and that i think kinda just made things worst but hey he doesnt remember what we talked about ...i mean i know that some of the stuff i did was wrong but .. i mean just cause you like soemone doesnt mean you have to go ( Read more... )

ok so last night rita came home ( Read more... )

oh so ..

i feel a little better ..

and something ..

blah blah blah ..

thats my journal entry thank you and please come again

p.s. comment;-)

well i guess its ok .. i thought about it and tis not that bad .. i guess .. and there are plenty of fish in the sea lol ..
well i just wish i knew whihch ones liked me and whihc ones didnt you know?

so .. yeah .. im still dumb though .. i m so stupid and i hate it grr

so yeah now im sitting here crying ..

i know life isnt suppose to be easy but why does bad stuff always occur to me. .

why does he have to be so stupid and do this?

and i f i ddint care i wouldnt cryy ..

beth and i went for a 2 hour walk and we talked and we talked about him ..

i dont know life sucks and i hate it :(

why?

yeah so im bored ..

still blah ..

but whtever its the same almosat everyday ..

i need to talk to beth ..

i think shes mad at me .. but i need to talk to her . yeah ..

i dont no whats up

but oh well ..

-out-

this sucks

i guess i get what i deserve ...

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid me why cant just KNOW WHAT i freaking want holy god ggrr

jesus ..

comment or dont read my journal beotch

well .. this morning i didnt feel good at all til about now hah ( Read more... )