a guilty conscience grows...

[lilxjools]

Well last night I went over to Kylies to help her paint her bathroom in payback for he helping me take care of my grandma...

and it turns out that my grandma decided to go to the hospital this morning and so my dad called me to let me know and then i got to the hospital as soon as i could and of course the last time i ate was 9 30 and i got the

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[x0lilblondgrlx0]

aww baby doll. i know how it is 2 have hectic things in your life & not being able 2 smile. & its sometimes the hardest thing to see the goOd in the midst of the bad. I really hope things get better for you. & seriously if you ever need anyone to talk to dont be afraid to im me or call me or anything. my phone is always on & im always willing to listen & try 2 help. we should really hangout, have some fun & get your mind off of a few things 4 maybe a few hours. a short little get-away.
♥
Jess

[lilxjools]

sounds like a good idea to me!!

and thanks for all the support youve given me even thought we hardly know each other that well..i really appreciate it and it feels good to know someone cares...
xoxox

[martini_beachx3]

i love you! i kno... thres really nothing else i can say except im here no matter what

[sarles]

dude, i'm so sorry. people are always going to give you shit, because no one ever knows how you feel inside. that's just the way it always is. you just have to know that you're a great kid, and a great grandchild. i mean sheeeit, if my grandma treated me like your grandma treats you i wouldn't be as nice as you are.

people are always talking about how im not a happy person anymore and how much i've changed. all i can say is keep your middle finger in the air, cause those assholes dont know you. sometimes its important to remember to do things for yourself when you do so much for others.

[lilxjools]

thanks sarle thats some kick-ass adivce right there!! and you are so right..i dub thee ...THE GREAT SARLE
xoxox

[x0lilblondgrlx0]

i agree w/ what she said. especially the bottom part. & i know how it 2 have grandparents treat you like shit. i was up visitin my ex one time & my mom went 2 her highschoOl reunion, i came home & they started givin me shit so i didnt wanna talk 2 them. They got in my face & started yellin @ me & i like 2 stand up 4 myself but i tried 2 avoid the fight by going outside on the beach w/ my bro cuz he was having a bonfire w/ his friends. They yelled @ me that i couldnt & then called me a Hoe & said how i make them loOk bad to my boyfriends family & stuff. I called my mom & she was drunk so she wasnt coming home & my boyfriend couldnt do anything bout it cuz he already left. So i was alone 2 fend for myself & im really goOd w/ words & defending so it shocked & offended them because they didnt expect me 2 feed them their shit right back.

Keep your head up honey, the sun will shine bright again one day.
If you listen 2 Mariah Carey, listen 2 Make it Through the Rain. its a goOd song.

call me anytime.
954-675-8764 :]
♥ feel better!!!

[lilxjools]

thanks so much i really really appreciate it im glad i have all you livejournal people to help me with this stuff..

xoxoxox

[lilxcoconut]

well it looks like evry1 gav u really good advice n it shos that alotta people really do care about u n i mean that! u can smile about that! alotta kids wouldnt hav the patience or the heart 2 take care of their grandparents especially when theyre doin the best they can n old people r givin them shit about it!! if i was in ur situation i would prob crack under all the pressure... but ur not. dont worry things will get better n when they do u can def smile... i looooooove u!!! xoxo feel better

[lilxjools]

i love you too!! xoxox come visit me soon!