Comments | lily_lm: Here I am, once again, WHY AM I LISTENING TO THIS??

lily_lm

Here I am, once again, WHY AM I LISTENING TO THIS??

May 02, 2005 19:16

Why do boys SUCK? One second you like one, then you need to get over him, and you actually really like another, but then he likes Girl X, so you need to stop liking him, so you go back to the first guy. And then you can't have him. So you can't have EITHER of them. So you cry a little, and think 'It could be worse.' Well, it could. So you try ( Read more... )

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prplbananagrl May 2 2005, 23:51:14 UTC

but i love you... wanted you to know that. because i miss you and love you. and your life will work out, you're too amazing for it to flop :)

hearts

federtrace37 May 3 2005, 00:07:38 UTC

tell me times you're at south so i can run and be like LILY!
i love you.

the___duckling May 3 2005, 00:10:36 UTC

She does know you're mad and she does also think it's awkward and she only thought you weren't mad because the last time you hung out everything seemed fine. She's really sorry, still, she really is. She wishes so badly that things could go back to normal again. She nearly cried when she saw you at her show because she loved how you came even though she fucked up and made a bad choice and didn't come to yours. Although you were probably there to see someone else, it still meant a lot to her. She's loves you still and she's so sorry.

And she likes him, so technically it's not leading on. And I'm sure she didn't know that you were angry about that too, so I'm also sure she would definitely love to talk to you. Because she misses you so much and she wants all this awkwardness and angriness to go away as well.

Love from me and her, ~Allison

lily_lm May 3 2005, 00:27:46 UTC

I'm kind of confused as to who this him is. Because rumor has it that you love a him that wear black and had to talk to you after your show. Not the him that I was refereing to. So if you don't like the first him, you should probably let the public know, as they have the wrong idea.

PS: I need to talk to you / rant. But I can't do it on the phone but you won't let me thorugh livejournal so wanna be online once in a while?

the___duckling May 3 2005, 01:03:30 UTC

NO. I DO NOT LIKE THAT HIM. Rumors suck.

It's the other him...at least, I think that was the him you were talking about.

I need to let you rant at me for as long you want, I deserve it and you deserve to rant at me. And I want to talk to you to love, so I'll try the online thing but it doesn't happen often. For you I'd try anything once.

lily_lm May 3 2005, 23:11:26 UTC

Can I just have your email? Ish? Because that way things are easier and I'll just send you my long rant.

And of course yay I'm happy for you that you can like eachother but inside I'm about to shoot myself. Gee this is fun.

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broadwaybabe617 May 3 2005, 00:29:34 UTC

I was wondering...
ily

maddlychillin May 3 2005, 00:39:52 UTC

Being of more sound mind and spirt than most of us, I can safely say that you will be FINE!

This stuff happens, and despite what we may think, there is no easy way to let things go.

I was also mad at her for different reasons. But then you realize that you're using this as an excuse.

I understand lots of people like her, but don't make that a negative reason for hating her. Be happy for her and for yourself because you don't have to deal with so many people liking you!

I guess my point is, this will get better, as odd as it may sound. I'm always around to chat if you need me.

Love you lots, M