Today was special. I am so stressed out with all of the shit that I need to get done. I am even more stressed out about graduation. I do not want it to happen. My thesis is now 38 pages long. I have written three chapters I still have the fourth cahpter, plus the intro and conclusion to finish by friday. That way, I can spend the weekend ( Read more... )

So...today is hard. I have so much work to do I don;t know what to do with myself. I am so stressed out, but it is so crucial that I stay on track that I know I can't even have a break-down about it. Damnit, why can't I be childish! haha. Anyway, at practice my coach said I have not work hard in a year and a half. What is that supposed to mean ( Read more... )

Ok so, usually after spring break I am rejuvinated and ready to do so much more work and I have taken the time to forget about work for long enough that I am able to come back and have a whole new spirit for school. However, this year for spring I went to two places...bailey howe library and dana medical library. It is not that I don't enjoy ( Read more... )

Word, today is awesome. I woke up and felt a sense of relief because I felt productive I felt like getting ready and going to school to work. I did. I got to Dana, and as soon as I got here started working on my thesis. I worked through the block that I was stuck at two days ago and did not type a ton of new stuff, but what I did get done set ( Read more... )

I cleaned much of my house yesterday, there is soooo much more left to do. I am stressing out about Levi coming to visit. I know he will not care about the state of my house, but I still want everything to be perfect. I cannot believe there is 4 days until tic? this is so crazy. Levi's phone has been off for a long time, we are talking like 5 ( Read more... )

I am overwhelmed. My thesis is just so fucking much, it is so intense everytime I look at it. this is also how I feel about many things... included among them are ( Read more... )

...it happened ( Read more... )

so, I actually didn't make it to twister and lube tonight, because I went out for my friends birthday. I had a great time, and I felt real bad about missing it, but I was not emotionally ready for more queer things today after the day I had. I am mentally exhausted, and in need of working on my thesis. Plus a new friend of mine...one of 'the ( Read more... )

Alright, well I think that that was a success. SO for the past 2 or 3 years the students at UVM have been trying to get "gender identity and/or expression" added to the university's non-discrimination clause. After ignoring our request for nearly 2 years, the president recently signed a documnet adding the aformentioned phrase to the clause as a ( Read more... )

Well I am just chillin' out and getting ready for ladies night. Today I realized that I will be attending the next ladies night with a date, and that my date will be the hottest person in the whoel club! OMIGOD...because his nam is Levi! However, I will have to be on very good behavior, because the next day is tic and I will need to be up at 6 ( Read more... )