well it looks like this will be my final journal entry for CT. i'm bringing Sa her router back tonight when we go out to Pirates and spend some quality roommate time together for my last night in CT. Mike still has not called me and right now i just couldn't care less. if this is how he's going to treat me on my last few days here then thats a sign ( Read more... )

well i told myself that tonight i was going to write some pissed off crappy excuse for a journal entry but i'm at the point now where i wonder if it's even worth it. granted it makes me feel a little better to get it all out there but honestly, who cares? sometimes i worry that i bitch too much, but then again i think i worry too much. oh well. ( Read more... )

yet another night spent with the bottle when i should be sleeping. the funny thing is i'm drinking more now than i ever did when school was in session. even on May Weekend (which i spent most of in rehearsal for Quilters... but it was worth it) and to be honest, i like drinking with my friends, getting tipsy is fun and all but then when i'm alone ( ( Read more... )

i have officially graduated QU ( Read more... )

I'm freaking out. seriously. to the point where i'm almost having a meltdown. i have my two biggest finals back to back tomorrow. one i need to pass with at least a 70 or better or i'm fucked, the other is the hardest exam this semester. i'm so screwed. i'm not anywhere near done my notes, i feel like nothing is sticking and i still have more ( Read more... )

I really should be studying toxicology but i just can't focus right now. i've been fighting off the urge to cry all day and even last night when i went to bed i could feel it in my chest. it's just so hard for me to wrap my head around the fact that this is it. this is my last week of final exams here at QU. after this i'm gone. and i'm not coming ( Read more... )

( if i don't keep myself busy i'll fall asleep )

it's Friday. finally. it's also the first day of May Weekend and go figure, it's raining like hell. i finished my chem test this morning in 20 minutes and was quite proud of myself. granted the last time i did a test that quick in that class i got a 76. but my other tests grades are good enough to not make that grade such a big deal. and this time ( Read more... )

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