LJ Idol-Week Two Topic: Deconstruction

[lilyinchains]

I shut my eyes when I heard him enter the room. He didn’t ask me to, but I liked it. I liked the mystery of his movements blending into air against my skin. He said hello to me, I smiled back leaning my head down in obeisance. I didn’t have to, there were no rules for this, no protocols for the night, but I knew what stirred him. I

Comments

[bewize]

Unf. Hot and honest and... hot. Nicely done.

[lilyinchains]

Thank you very much.

[basric]

A beautiful post showing not a cruel S&M relationship, but a loving master/slave loving relationship. You did a great piece of work

[lilyinchains]

Thank you. I do have a very loving Master/slave relationship. Unfortunately, many outside of the lifestyle don't believe that such a thing can exist.

[basric]

That's because there are few movies or TV shows that speak of it so people cannot understand that all is not S & M.

[lilyinchains]

Thank you.

[awriterswindow]

It chipped away at that someone else that was still here, still pretending to be the model citizen. I didn’t want to be her. I wanted to be someone else. I wanted to be broken down into my primal self where something as beautiful as sex wasn’t dirty, shameful or something to be used against me.

This is something I've probably felt subconsciously and never considered until this moment. We really have to get into our body and out of our head (unless of course, the mind-fuck is part of what you're up to in that situation!) in order to truly let go and enjoy the sexual experience.

[lilyinchains]

It is hard for people to let go, especially when you have so many obligations floating around. I can do it most of the time, but stresses can make it really, really hard.

[lostin_thestars]

Lovely, hot, erotic, and damnit why is my boyfriend 3000 miles away?

[lilyinchains]

Webcam!

[lostin_thestars]

Oh yes... Trust me. There is a lot of webcam time.