so it's been a while...

[lilypad49]

Things are weird. i've been home for a couple weeks, and i'm moving into my new home in less than two weeks...but it's painful here. I want to have complete fluidity of movement...i want to go where i want and do what i will and love everyone i want to love whoever i want to love however i want to love them...drama in the nucleus, can't handle that

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[berrronika]

beeebs!
I want to be with you on the 10th

home.

[dead_amerikan]

home has been a concept on my mind for 8 months or so.
ive been homeless for 8 months. maybe thats why.
today mike and i moved into a new temporary home.
ive been crashing at his house mostly, but also at various friends houses.

i keep thinking to myself that once we get "our place" then everything will be great.
but i dont want to feel that anymore. i want to change my idea of comfort.
i want to be comfortable everywhere.
i want fluidity everywhere. with everyone.
i too wanna love everyone.

but you know what?
all of this is really hard.

Re: home.

[lilypad49]

tell me about it. good luck lady.