Wow it's been a long time since i've been on here! Things are going really good for me. Me & Josh went to his cabin on Whidbey Island on Friday with his dad. We had a lot of fun. We rented a couple movies, they made a delicious dinner, and I even got breakfast in bed. Me & Josh have been casually seeing each other since the summer. We haven't made ( Read more... )

FUCK MY LIFE. SERIOUSLY. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. I HONESTLY THINK THAT IF I DIDN'T HAVE A CHILD I WOULD BE SELFISH AND JUST GIVE UP AND BUY A GUN AND SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD. I HATE MY WORK, MY CO-WORKERS, MY BOSS, MY EX BOYFRIEND, MEN IN GENERAL. WHY DO PEOPLE THINK THAT IT IS OKAY TO PUT PEOPLE DOWN? ANTI-DEPRESSANTS DON'T FUCKING ( Read more... )

I gotta say, life is pretty good right now ( Read more... )

I don't know what I feel right now. Of course when I find a great guy, Remme barges back into my life with the whole "what if's". And the whole " I miss you ". WHY?!?! You never talk to me, ever!!!! But the one time that I may have found something good, you come back into my life! UGH!!

THIS WEEK ROCKED! Had fun at work with Kayla, I saw Ryan FINALLY!! My little Army Man! He's coming back this school year to work, so I've decided to stay because he asked me to....only because my boss told him that he would be working with me! And we ALWAYS used to have fun ( Read more... )

So my birthday is in 10 days!!!

Camping in 12 days! With Caprice, Willy, Collin, Matt <3, Brad, Brett, Travis and Chris! WOOT WOOT ( Read more... )

Really wishes I had someone to talk to so I can vent....But all I got is my computer ( Read more... )

So things are getting kind of hectic lately. Jaclyn (my sister) is getting married in less than 2 months, and I am the maid of honor. Which means, I have to speak in front of 300+ people, which I'm not good at!! And on top of that, I haven't taken my dress in yet to get altered. I don't even have my shoes, nothing ( Read more... )

Brayden Is Almost ONE!!

I Really Like This Guy.

I Don't Want Him To Think That He Messed Up. :(

I Hope Things Can Go Farther

It should be fun, me and Derek are going to the Silvertips game and possibly out to dinner after the game. I'm super excited!! I think this may be the night to take our friendship to the NEXT LEVEL! He's amazing. I can be myself around him, I don't need to pretend to be happy because he makes me happy. He can make me smile even when it's a horrible ( Read more... )