i looove thunderstorms, especially at night. for some reason i always get really restless if when i go to sleep at night, there aren't any sounds at all... just silence. for some reason the hum of my computer, or the soft breathing of john, or the sound of thunder & rain outside the window is strangely comforting. weird, eh?
i sort of noticed something similar among LJ friends as you - its like, the posts where you just get really deep or really express yourself... nobody has anything to say. but the ones where you post something random like "i tripped in front of this hot guy today, and totally spilled my milkshake on this old lady" a billion people respond to haha.
and i really like those lyrics... i don't interpret them as everything happens for a reason. but more as we will experience life in good time, just go with the flow and you will learn about life in your own unique way.
yes the ones at night are probably the best, unless there is a giant one during the day, haha
i ended up turning my christmas lights on for a while, just to have some "company".
I know. when i write like a one sentence entry, it's like everyone has a comment, but i think most people are just lazy.
i'm not sure how i personally interpreted them, i was just rolling with it. i think what i was trying to say was that there must have been a reason i looked at them at that moment. but that's just how i view life. :)
sweetheart, i like your writing just as it is. don't think of yourself as uninteresting. if other people are too shallow to read your entries and ignore the precious opportunity to get to know you....then that's their loss. they suck. my posts have become more along the lines of "today i peed 3 times, i took a walk in my neighborhood, then i ate an apple." **fills in rest with tons of pictures of self** because that is what pleases the masses, unfortunately....but i still write my deeper thoughts down, either in a private entry or on paper.
thank you dearie :) haha, i agree...oh well. i like the lj friends i have now :D lol yeah i love reading your posts, they do amuse. i should write my deeper thoughts elsewhere but this is convenient and when writing for an audience i can try to make the thoughts as clear as possible. when writing only for myself, it may be uncensored, but sometimes it gets too confusing because i just write random crap, haha
I do know the feeling of something becoming alot less vivid when you try and put it into words other people will understand.
You do an excellent job, and there isn't really anything anyone can compare to on this matter, so I don't think you need to worry.
Think of all the naive arrogant people, who live thier lives as if they are the most important beings in the world, those are the types of people monsters and fate go after. I've learned along time ago, that monsters are on the side of those who don't fear them.
Hm, it's true; I am usually too lazy and/or rushed to reply to posts. But I read them ~ well, at least I read yours. Yours are so beautifully written....
I like the quote at the end. Something I could definitely afford to remember once in a while.
Thank you :) Haha, I read everyone's, but I only comment if I have something to say, but I usually do, even if it's weird, lol. I don't mind so much anymore with people not commenting, it's not that big of a deal.
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I see thunderstorms as destroyers.
Rain, I'm ambivalent about.
You're correct. Sexual encounters aren't always necessary, for me just the hot breath of another being is all it takes to calm the senses.
I think of people of my past as well. I imagine now they are strangers...although it would be nice to pour my soul into theirs one more time.
Sometimes enlightenment can lead to one being cynical. We can't always help it. Sleep well! ♥
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right now, that would be wonderful, just a reassuring presence next to me.
sometimes i want to call them and tell them things i know they would appreciate hearing about, but of course i don't.
enlightenment isn't about smoothing the world over, but seeing the things lying flat between the ripples in the fabric, and tying everything together.
you sleep well too dearie :) <3
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for some reason i always get really restless if when i go to sleep at night, there aren't any sounds at all... just silence. for some reason the hum of my computer, or the soft breathing of john, or the sound of thunder & rain outside the window is strangely comforting. weird, eh?
i sort of noticed something similar among LJ friends as you - its like, the posts where you just get really deep or really express yourself... nobody has anything to say. but the ones where you post something random like "i tripped in front of this hot guy today, and totally spilled my milkshake on this old lady" a billion people respond to haha.
and i really like those lyrics... i don't interpret them as everything happens for a reason. but more as we will experience life in good time, just go with the flow and you will learn about life in your own unique way.
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i ended up turning my christmas lights on for a while, just to have some "company".
I know. when i write like a one sentence entry, it's like everyone has a comment, but i think most people are just lazy.
i'm not sure how i personally interpreted them, i was just rolling with it. i think what i was trying to say was that there must have been a reason i looked at them at that moment. but that's just how i view life. :)
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don't think of yourself as uninteresting. if other people are too shallow to read your entries and ignore the precious opportunity to get to know you....then that's their loss. they suck.
my posts have become more along the lines of "today i peed 3 times, i took a walk in my neighborhood, then i ate an apple." **fills in rest with tons of pictures of self** because that is what pleases the masses, unfortunately....but i still write my deeper thoughts down, either in a private entry or on paper.
<33 much love, doll.
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haha, i agree...oh well. i like the lj friends i have now :D
lol yeah i love reading your posts, they do amuse. i should write my deeper thoughts elsewhere but this is convenient and when writing for an audience i can try to make the thoughts as clear as possible. when writing only for myself, it may be uncensored, but sometimes it gets too confusing because i just write random crap, haha
much love and a half back xoxo
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You do an excellent job, and there isn't really anything anyone can compare to on this matter, so I don't think you need to worry.
Think of all the naive arrogant people, who live thier lives as if they are the most important beings in the world, those are the types of people monsters and fate go after. I've learned along time ago, that monsters are on the side of those who don't fear them.
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I like the quote at the end. Something I could definitely afford to remember once in a while.
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