Er since the day before graduation, but drinking more than a faint buzz.....since college. Rolling Stones (the night I met Kyle) was the drunkest I've ever been.
Agreed that boys and people around everywhere tend to be lame.
Kyle sounds like a good thing. You've got your dream figured out, except it sounds like it comes from the fact that you've alienated yourself with these boy toys and the fact that you're alienated makes you afraid to commit, or love, or whatever, to kyle. Keep going, the universe is nothing but progress and you're part of it. I love you.
I've committed to Kyle, but it's chafing. I'm so used to being able to kiss whomever (whoever?) I want to, or say what I like without accidentally hurting someone's feelings.
My friends brother is going to be in town. The last time he was in town, I got drunk and told him everything that was wrong with me and we made out. Nobody but he and I know that he fingered me, too; the whole thing was out of character for him. Anyways apparantly he liked me a lot. I'm not supposed to know. But I thought he was pretty cool too, and I dont know how I'm going to talk to him when Kyle and I and him are at the same party without hurting somebody's feelings. It's sort of looking like a problem to me. Okay seriously Im writing my paper and not checking my email.
Those last two sentences that you left me mean a lot. I love you, too.
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Boys around here are lame. People in general are, really.
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Agreed that boys and people around everywhere tend to be lame.
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My friends brother is going to be in town. The last time he was in town, I got drunk and told him everything that was wrong with me and we made out. Nobody but he and I know that he fingered me, too; the whole thing was out of character for him. Anyways apparantly he liked me a lot. I'm not supposed to know. But I thought he was pretty cool too, and I dont know how I'm going to talk to him when Kyle and I and him are at the same party without hurting somebody's feelings. It's sort of looking like a problem to me. Okay seriously Im writing my paper and not checking my email.
Those last two sentences that you left me mean a lot. I love you, too.
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