Comments | limpkin98: Oh golly

limpkin98

Oh golly

Sep 18, 2005 22:57

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Look... gentlemanofozz September 20 2005, 16:07:43 UTC

I can't keep running back to you and then have you hurt me again. I can't. Look, you made your choice a while back; when you decided who's feelings were more important. I'm not even sure I want to continue being your friend. This hurts so much, Sarah. To think, that my "best friend"...DUDE! I hate being lied to, that's one of the things I hate most. And you did just that. I might just take John's advice...

Re: Look... limpkin98 September 21 2005, 01:04:53 UTC

Dude what did I lie about?? I didnt lie about anything! you think your the only non hurt one! I dunno what to say thats not hurtful to you...

Re: Look... limpkin98 September 21 2005, 02:06:52 UTC

Hey... I'm sorry.. I was kinda out of line... But I look back at what we had and how close we were, and how good our memories are and stuff and it hurts! And it kills when I think of the pain I have put you through.. And it Kills when I know what we had is gone... *sigh* And it KILLS when you think I picked over you or when you think I wasnt true.............................. *sigh* I know I hurt you really bad... And I didnt really realize it till just now... I wish I would have been closer to God to know it wasnt what I should have done to you... And now its gone... I just kinda forgot about all the great fun we had and how close we were... I thought we would just pull through and maybe... I dunno... But I don't wanna hurt you anymore! I love you enough to look past loosing my best friend and let you go if you wanna go.... I know we can never have what we had back so I understand... I just want what you want now ( ... )

P.S. gentlemanofozz September 20 2005, 17:19:22 UTC

I'm willing to talk (actually talk) about this. But I can never get a hold of you. And every time I do, you don't want to talk about it.