Driving lessons
English is perfect to express such silly scattered thoughts (they just feel much more embarassing when written in Russian).
It's too early for PMS but I'm fucking crying third (or fourth?) day in a row. What a disgusting feeling of tears running down your face when you don't expect them to, because a couple of seconds ago you didn't feel like crying. But now you're actually crying without a good reason to do so (I have A LOT of reasons, but damn, nobody ever takes that list seriously).
Oh, and my new driving instructor (this where I'd have started if I was writing this shit of a post on Thursday or Friday) is so nice and cute and kind and ohgawd I feel so bad being such a failure at driving ffffuuuuuuuuu... And oh, he smells like some hair product used in hair salons back in my childhood. It's absolutely debilitating. Have I mentioned that he sounds really sweet? Almost like Alex Turner from Arctic Monkeys (and that is the sweetest male voice I can imagine). And yeah, he's quite mature and has family etc. Gawd. I'm crying again.
And the last fucking thing for today - I must switch off my phone after drinking anything that contains traces of alcohol. These drunk messages to people I'm not ready to get involved with are fucking inappropriate when you are older than 14
It's too early for PMS but I'm fucking crying third (or fourth?) day in a row. What a disgusting feeling of tears running down your face when you don't expect them to, because a couple of seconds ago you didn't feel like crying. But now you're actually crying without a good reason to do so (I have A LOT of reasons, but damn, nobody ever takes that list seriously).
Oh, and my new driving instructor (this where I'd have started if I was writing this shit of a post on Thursday or Friday) is so nice and cute and kind and ohgawd I feel so bad being such a failure at driving ffffuuuuuuuuu... And oh, he smells like some hair product used in hair salons back in my childhood. It's absolutely debilitating. Have I mentioned that he sounds really sweet? Almost like Alex Turner from Arctic Monkeys (and that is the sweetest male voice I can imagine). And yeah, he's quite mature and has family etc. Gawd. I'm crying again.
And the last fucking thing for today - I must switch off my phone after drinking anything that contains traces of alcohol. These drunk messages to people I'm not ready to get involved with are fucking inappropriate when you are older than 14