sometimes i think i expect to much. and have all these big dreams. then to find out. that it they most likely wont happen. just makes feel like crap once again. for once i would justthings to work out teh way i want them to. so i can have something to feel happy about. i can be such the downer.
its seeems my head is to far up in the clouds. that i cant see. that i'm over reacting. hopefully.i'll come down. and things will be alright. sometimes i can be a Bitch! love ME.