Once upon a time there was a fox who was given a chance.

He was a sad fox, who lived in a kingdom that was bordered by marsh and the sea, content to live in its walls with a father who didn't like him and a mother who did, and learn and study plants. But the foxes' father wanted something more, more than he wanted the fox, and he put him away.

And ( Read more... )

 Been a few days. heh.

I didn't write anything, because I was keeping myself too high to even think straight. Didn't want to think at all, honestly. And I think everyone caught on to how I hurt but they didn't know what to do, so they mostly left me alone with it.

Okay.

So I bitched a little bit, nothing wrong with that! I just didn't really ( Read more... )

 Been a few days. heh.

I didn't write anything, because I was keeping myself too high to even think straight. Didn't want to think at all, honestly. And I think everyone caught on to how I hurt but they didn't know what to do, so they mostly left me alone with it.

Okay.

So I bitched a little bit, nothing wrong with that! I just didn't really ( Read more... )

 Nathrae said he'd fight for me.

Of course, he said this after he'd all but stuck a shiv in Vii because he knows, because he snuck up to find out what he and that good looking black-haired guy were talking about, and it turned out that they were talking about Kae and me. He came back to tell me, and I just--I got so mad. I walked over there ( Read more... )

I don't - How am I supposed to feel? I feel like it's my fault. But I still want to punch his face in. I feel like i should forgive him. I can't ask Nathrae. Nathrae freaked out just as bad. It's wrong. It doesn't make sense.

I don't see what good writing it down is going to make. What do I do, relive it? Talk about how it hurt, in my back, my ( Read more... )