Comments | lindsay08: I want to change

lindsay08

I want to change

Mar 04, 2005 07:00

I know that I am a piece of shit. I can aknowledge that. I feel awful about the pain I've caused everyone. I feel worthless and misunderstood.I feel so alone sometimes. If I still had you,I feel it would be different. I really do. You know who you are. Is it easy for you to just throw everything away because of some bad thing? I honestly and truly ( Read more... )

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wishaway86 March 7 2005, 02:42:42 UTC

Good that you want to change. You do that then. Move on with your life as I am doing. There is no way I could trust you again, and that's how it's going to remain. It's lie after lie, after lie...Go get help if you want to change. Don't beg for me back - it doesn't work that way. I've made my decision, and I'm not about to change my mind. It's been nearly 3 months, I have moved on. I no longer think about you, I no longer think what could have been. I look to the future, and look forward is to come. I'm moving on for a series of different events that have occurred. You may feel like you're mature for your age, but you're still young. You're still not sure of what you are doing with your life, or why you say/do certain things. I don't need another persons problems to deal with on TOP of mine. I have enough shit going on, and I'm not about to let another person walk all over me. I'm not going to cover up for anyone anymore, I'm sick of it. I have to start doing things for ME...And I'm going to. This is the last message you're going to ( ... )

lindsay08 March 7 2005, 15:04:46 UTC

Ouch, wow. Ok then. I realize that deep down you really are a cold person. Wow, remember when you said you would never leave me. That obviously meant nothing. I'm glad you are trying to help yourself. I really am, I am helping myself. Helping yourself doesn't mean kicking people out of your life that love you. You'll be lucky if you ever find someone that loves you half as much as I do. I'll be lucky to find someone that loves me half as much as you did. I never tried to walk all over you. I did what I did to talk to you. I'm sorry. But whatever. Thanks for the last message. Believe me, I will cherish it.