Well, I am getting over some extreme shit in my life now. I am finally realizing that I am capable of being without someone. I miss her so much and it kills me sometimes, but it isn't anything I can control. I can't expect her to risk getting in trouble with the law, so I have to let her go. Kara, if you read this and you don't reply, know that I ( Read more... )

This break has been very pleasant. The food was sooo fucking delicious. God, I probably gained so much weight too. Yeah, I watched Girl Interrupted last night. Great movie. :) I miss Kara lots. :( I have the password to the computer though. Yeah, I love you hunny. Well, that's pretty much all for now.

Luv,
Linds

Well, this weekend has been bad for the most part. My parents locked the doors when they left so I wasn't able to chat with Kara. :( I am really sorry hun! And now my mom has changed the passwords so I have no idea what they are. God....I miss you lots Kara. *Hugs and kisses* I hope you didn't think I just forgot. :( I am not allowed on the forum ( Read more... )

Well, today has been alright. I found out that I am going to be a towns person in the Christmas pageant.Yay, LOL. It should be fun and it should put me close to getting Thespian points. :) Yep, anyways, school was alright but my French teacher got on my case today because I was mouthing something to this girl across the room and she said I was a " ( Read more... )

Well, Kara isn't on so I am sad. Well, not really that sad, but I wish she was on. Today has been alright, I had a drama club meeting and I watched the thespians perform the skit they are performing for the thespian conference. I can't wait until I become a thespian. :) Yep, other than that things are going good. I just talked to Tasha on the phone ( Read more... )

Today was cool. It rained which was cool, and I talked to Kara for like 5 minutes on msn. And then I got caught, LOL. Yeah, anyways, I a doing "research" on the computer, LOL Anyways, I miss Kara...I love her and want to kiss her and want to *emoticon smiley face with tongue* *emoticon of cat* to her. LMAOOOOO Kara should get it. Anyways hun, I ( Read more... )

Today wasn't all that eventful really. I went to the tennis courts at the park and played a little bit. I colored my hair last night. It is a dark auburn. I like it a lot. I have worked on homework today and I worked more on my friendship book (Kara and I are in it) It is looking really good. :) I went to Ulta with my mom and I was looking at the ( Read more... )

This post is dedicated to my sweetie. Well, I am copying her idea. :P But oh well, hopefully it will be just as special as her post about me. Kara has always been there for me through thick and thin and she never once gave up on me. She is so beautiful and smart and one of those people who is so real.She is becoming stronger and better everyday and ( Read more... )

Yep, I found out that I am going to miss classes tomorrow because I have a psychiatrist appointment. I have to get my zoloft increased. Anyways, I called Kara this morning. LOL I miss her so much.Yep, anyways, that's my day summed up.

*Linds*

Haven't updated on here in soo long, wow! Well, a lot has happened since I've written. I am in love with someone......She is so special and I love her with all my heart. She is the coolest, smartest, funniest and HOTTEST (sizzlin) girl to ever walk the planet. *Laughs* Yeah, things are going well for me for the most part. School is going good and ( Read more... )