there are too many things on my mind tonight-

i would like to move away . permanently. im sure some people would love that.

i want to appologize.

but i dont know what i would say.

i'm not sorry.

i just don't like how things happened.

i suppose things will get better over time...

if that makes sense?

it's time for some changes.

i'm tired of caring so much. and doing things for eveyone else and making them happy and not myself.
i am being selfish. but i'm happy.

im done feeling guilty.

May 3rd = summer vacation.
i want this summer to be like no other.

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS ( Read more... )

Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but... I just wanna hit her

i fucked up.
i realized that this past week while she was gone and we were friends again.
i don't like pushing everyone away.

i need a vacation.

this weekend was wonderful.
i wish meredith lived here. and sam and dana.

school needs to be over, and the sun needs to come out.
thats it.

im tired of having to wait.
for everything.

was it worth it?

no one should keep something/someone if they are secretly just waiting for something better to come along.

i don't like being uncertain.

i don't like how i compare everything.

i wish i got to hang out with my friends more ( Read more... )

oh friends...i dont know what to say but everyone needs to grow up a little. including myself i know...but tonight was just weird. its good to know im your last resort. funny how things worked out though. i had a good night. definately what i needed ( Read more... )