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Dec 29, 2005 01:57

i havent updated in FOREVER. honestly i am not really sure why I am now. It is 2 in the morning and I just feel like I have a lot on my mind. I have been thinking a lot lately. i have been disappointed. i think because things arent as i expected they would be when i returned from turkey. before i left the rotarians told me...sometimes when kids get ( Read more... )

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saarkeunen December 29 2005, 17:37:43 UTC
I exactly know what you mean lady
It is terrible to be back, and i didnt even go back to high school.
The things I missed when I was in Turkey, are like NoTHING compared too how im missing my exchange now.
And when you enthousiastically tell about your wonderful life there people really dont care at all. The friends I had before, aren't real friends anymore, (most of them turned in to junks, thats fun!!) And I dont get close to new people anymore either. People are nice, but I can not consider them as real friends. Its pretty sad the best friends ive ever had are like spread out all over the world. I can write them from time to time, but when will I see them again.
I loved my exchange, but I hate all the misery that came after
Love you lady
take care

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alycat12 December 30 2005, 00:53:32 UTC
Correction: A rotary plastic smile to hide the pain ( ... )

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