I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.

[lindyhopgirl]

Ugg I=sad. I keep trying to tell myself that I'm happier this way, but I'm not. For once I want to be selfish and I want to be happy. It's so aggravating, like I see everyone else smiling and happy for the most part, and I look in the mirror and I see hurt and anger and I hate that. I'm so jealous of them, so jealous of how things ended up for them

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[magnus_eremon]

I'm sorry to hear.

...

Yeah, you don't know the half of it.

"I'm so jealous of them, so jealous of how things ended up for them."

I'm not one to assume, but I think I'm right.

If it's any consolation, You won't have to worry about seeing it for several weeks.

-.-

[lindyhopgirl]

Don't you dare and try and be the nice guy. You don't know what's going on, you're obviously not sorry because you sure as hell don't act like it. You have caused all of this so do me a favor and shut up adn leave me alone. Stop trying to be the poor guy who just wants to do the right thing, because I'm not buying it and I don't think many other people are either. I don't know the half of what? Oh and you are one to assume, you do it to me all the time. It's not a fucking consolation, I swear Jason, you can be so extremely ignorant sometimes. You knwo the most fucked up part? YOU hurt ME and did the wrong thing, yet you're the one that ends up happy, and I'm left with noone and nothing. I'm left hating myself and my life, so thanks Jason. I appreciate how so sorry you are and how hard you have tried to make it all better. (Total and complete sarcasm)