he acknowledged my existance today... for the first time in over a week. he hugged me. it was crazyy. & i still like him so yeah. he better start acting normal again. :)

about now, things could take a turn for the better... or the worse i guess ( Read more... )

i would looove to tell you my life is perfect right now, but i'd be lieing. i'm not exactly riding the gravy boat. it really sucks. i was at such a high in life oh, about a month ago or acutally even 2 weeks ago but for the past 2 weeks it has all slowing been decreasing and i don't know how much more shittyness i can take. well the guy i liked so ( Read more... )

boys.
they are really confusing. and i just wish i could begin to understand them. but i guess as much as they want to understand us they never will and vice versa.

how could a guy be so anxious to know why im not at school and where i am, but when i get back act like he totaly doesn't care.

wow okay last night was so awesome i don't even know where to start! AHH! ok so me and amanda went home form school and watched oprah & then got ready to go to the lighting of the trees in downtown fairhope. and the band was playing so yeah. so it was super cold and we were wearing big jackets and gloves and we stood there for like 45minutes ( Read more... )

today was... Ehhh. not bad, not good. oh well.

thursday im going to the lighting of the trees. Ryan told me i needed to go. so yeah...

thanksgiving is around the corner (next week!) and im going to b'ham. i want it to be fun.
then christmas is around the corner, yay. i started my christmas list tonight :D

i just got home from the tanning bed. going to the tanning bed makes me very happy. i had sooo many things on my mind though so i didn't fall asleep.

today was one of those mondays that you could really live without... it wasn't exactly BAD but it wasn't good. you know... its like nothing bad happend but nothing spectacular did either. mondays ( Read more... )

long weekends are love.
so is lunch & shopping with one of your bestest friends.

i got some sperry's today. & a bracelet, 2 necklaces at private gallery.
& i got a pink/white stripe button up from polo.

it's been about 27 & 1/2 hours and im longing to see him again. monday won't come quite soon enough.

im sooo tanorexic. yes its true i suffer from tanorexia and i can't go to the bed enough. its just so relaxing... plus i get dark and im gettin really brown ( Read more... )

so im completely HEAD over HEELS for this guy. i want him to be the one. everytime he hugs me i get butterflies in my stomach and its the best ever!

i might be trying out for spirit drum and bugle corps (it's liiike, professional marching band for all you amateurs!)im still not sure b/c then i will be gone literally ALL summer like i'll have to ( Read more... )