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Aug 10, 2009 00:05

The dream ended. It's been three days.

It's true. Every song I hear seems to be about me.
It's true. It really does sting in my chest.
It doesn't matter how much I prepared for it, the feeling is still the same.
It's true. It hurts. A lot.

I've been listening to a lot of sad songs.
I've made a playlist. (oh joy!)

"Dance to the morning Light"  Slow club
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kiuksou August 10 2009, 08:45:36 UTC
Karin, did you break up with Jacob?

What happened?!

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linewise August 10 2009, 08:57:41 UTC
I didn't break up with him. He broke up with me.
It was a mutual understanding.
We had some problems that weren't resolved.

It's kind of complicated because we both like each other, but our relationship was bad. It was one-sided. He wanted things in me that I can't give because I don't know how. I'm underdeveloped. He said that if we had met in a few years, we'd probably be perfect and that our timing is off.

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supermusic August 16 2009, 04:30:02 UTC
American Football's Never Meant is one of my all time favorite songs.
It has soothed me through many heart-destroying breakups.
I'm glad to see it has reached out to you too!
All I can say is that this playlist will help you, as it will force you to confront the truth and not hide from it or distract yourself with vices from it. People say only time will heal. I say music speeds it up.
Cheer up, emo kid.
I'm all ears if you need 'em.

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linewise August 16 2009, 19:12:03 UTC
Aw, thanks James. :)

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