So as part of my campaign to really change my mindset into a more positive one, I did something that I'm sure any of you who have known me long enough would never think could happen
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*massive tackle hug thing* I'm so proud of you! That was a wonderful thing to do. I hope your honey feels better soon. With you on his side, how could he not?
I hope so. It's been really hard for me to trust that he believes in me and trusts me but just can't worry about me right now. I kind of poured some frustration on him last night that he was making me feel kind of tossed aside and I can't tell you how guilty I feel about it. I know it's just a small snafu as I try to give him the space he needs, but still. He still wants to hang out with me tomorrow for my birthday and he told me that I just have to listen to the words he says and not read too much into them... so when he says that he misses me, he means it. I guess it's also hard to remember that just because he's not acknowledging it, it doesn't mean that he's not glad to know I'm sticking with him as he goes through all this.
I guess things always have to be the most dark before the break of a new day. I've been trying really hard to give my man the space he needs even though it's really difficult. Hopefully seeing my new hair in the mirror will help remind me that I also am trying to think in a new way too. We'll make it through this, and there's no need to worry myself when I know it'll all be okay, even if it really sucks right now :(
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Pics of course.
And I can definitely see where doing something drastic as changing your appearance would be a good way to kickstart a new mentality of thinking!
Keep it up!
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*big hug* I hope everything goes well for you and yours and you have an amazing birthday and an even more amazing time together <3333
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and happy late birthday! :) may your next year be filled with sun and smiles.
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